last time i am going to say~

i cant please everybody with everything i do but at least put yourself in my shoes & thats all i am asking. sometimes is hard to understand what i want or what i am thinking but get to know me well before you tell the world about me. you can go ahead & say whatever you want about me. bad or good i wouldnt bother but dont forget to think before you say. i had already tell you everything i wanted to say & if you still think is all my fault then it shall be. i know i shouldnt be assuming about what your friends would be thinking of me but guess i might be right.

"blah blah is a .................................... blah blah is so ......................" yak yak yak the list goes on.

obviously i would get a affected somehow but now i really dont care. i had already tried my best to explain or tell you everything but if you chose to believe in whatever you think is right then so be it. your friends might think i am ugly or what so ever but really... all that doesnt matter. the only thing that matters is you understanding everything that happened. if i am ugly then ugly. if i am pretty then pretty. i am just being myself so dont just judged me by pictures or words. they dont know me as in me, dion. so dont just base on one story & judge me. if they are prettier than me, good for them & all the best.

i will still be nice & say hello, how have you been if i ever see you down the streets. if you dont want to acknowledge me then is alright, i will be all fine. i dont blame anybody, everyone has different thinking and opinion on different things.

i glad i am getting stronger emotionally & growing each day. i believe plenty have seen that little girl growing up to be a lady & they are proud of what i am today. sometimes i really wish to run to somewhere far which dont exist & just live life with nothing but just happiness, love, smiles, peace & people i adore. i am sure it will be an awesome life to live. thank god i got people like my family, baby, louise & the lovelies to lean on to when i am in need of support. without them i guess i would be hiding in the room and never see the world.

ahh~ feeling so much better after saying everything out. i should go pamper myself with a good bath & get myself fairer(: byebye.