scary scary, i am scare now~!

what should i say? i got nothing say, really nothing.
i am standing firm on who i believe & thats final.
i am pretty sure there might be another chapter of story going on behind but i dont really care already.
we said we end it here means we end it here but cant help it if one wish to continue it on their own.
since a yes was a no & a no was a yes, no point arguing cause it would be wasting each other time.
the liar would only know whose speaking the truth.

i heard one line, just that one line i knew the answer to everything.
if you had just admit it, everything would be better, i swear.
some just rather keep their face & ego than loosing a friendship that would last.
utterly disappointed but i dont know how to put it in words this time round.

i wanted to say & ask alot of things to get the air cleared but decided i shouldnt cause you wont be telling me the truth, somehow. from 100% of believe i had in you it crashes down to 0% in just a second. you're scary & i am afraid to meet someone esle like you down the road. i dont wish to be in another similar situation again but i guess i cant stop anything from coming. all it does is to get me stronger & makes me grow, thank god is somehow for good~

sigh~ i am moving on being more careful, more mature & tougher.
but afterall still thanks for all the wonderful happy memories you had left^^