understood, this time i really totally do!

is the first time i feel like this.
i was scared of feeling like this,
i thought i was the only one feeling this way.
in fact, i do have company & is just a part in a relationship i am going through.
i am fighting this well, i know i am strong enough(:
being paranoid is perfectly normal when you really do put your heart & everything into a relationship.
after all is all out for love & how much you care about your partner & the relationship.

after talking to celeste & mae the past 2 days, i realized that i have appreciate & learnt to love someone truly.
i am learning to understand my partner more & boys will always be boys.
thinking too much or being paranoid wont bring any good but just makes you so stress up ( which i hate)

thanks celeste, mae & yang for everything(:
is awesome you lovelies understand where i am coming from & help me get thru it.
&bby if you are reading this, i am sorry(: love you^^